Fed Up

well well Blogspot..this is my final venting sesh on someone who deserves nothing. At this point, I don't care whatsoever what people might say about me. Call it pathetic, but I call it PISSED. Enjoy. Maybe sometime soon I will find a new bestfriend and forget about you for good. Someone who actually enjoys the good time, like when we were all kids. Best time of my life, if you ask me.

My Reply. Let's make it public.

Well weather I had a bad experience or not, I think it's stupid. That's not why I'm "different" than you. But yeah, I think ti's stupid, that doesn't mean I was ever mad at you for it. at alllll. all of my friends are into that pretty much and I don't care at all. If I were mad at friends if they would drink on their own time, I would be mad at just about everyone. I like being the one to look after my friends when they are drunk. I think people should be happier to know they have a friend who won't drink their booze, and they WILL look after them. I was only mad at you bc it's such a stab in the back to know how you were the first friend I ever had/V.V, and we would always call each other BFFs.."NUMBER ONE BESTIE FOR LIFE YO" as you put in my phone, and always number one no matter what. And NOW you have someone ELSE to say that to. isn't number one suppose to mean number one? If I was so down with drinking like your new friends are would we still be "besties". it effing SUCKS seeing how fast and easily you have a new best friend and chose her over me, and would stick up for her and RUIN the first friend you ever had to stand up for this new chick. I have tried to hear your side, but nothing will change how s*itty this feels. you think I don't miss how things were?! It's pretty much all I think about; how i don't have a best friend. simple.

Hello There

So..I gave in.
Trust me, I did NOT want to make another blog spot account.
Truth is, I have an amazing journal/diary..BUT i never remember to pull it off of my cubby. I am online way more often. Also, I had originally planned to create my very own website thanks to a friend of mine who has about a bazillion personal websites. This website I was going to make would be a personally diary for myself, and others could view it, as well as write comments to it, AND the videos I would post. I also wanted to have a live streaming video where I could give advice to the anonymous comments people might leave. To my misfortune, I do not feel like paying $10 a year towards a website. [No, I'm not Jewish, but I do like my money]
Some of my close friends understand why I was so hesitant to make a blogspot. If you are the least bit curious, I will gladly let you know! I have absolutely nothing to hide.
My upcoming blogs will be about my personal life, opinions, and sticky situations. And probably random videos.
Hopefully I will have a video to show from Valentine's day which is THIS SATURDAY!

Well, I have chores to attend, and homework to complete.
Stay tuned and follow my blog if you would like! =]

Au Revoir!